Humiliation

This is something that I hear from many co-workers... that I interact with.. humiliation from that one soul who thirsts for power.. in one's own ignorance..

people who have been working have given up their self respect and any option for any speaking up for justice.. and all for what the money and the perks,, the fear that they will not get work anywhere..

I observe to see how long the elastic limit will endure for people..
I am glad to say many have gone after seeing that the limit was broken.

The soul that inflicts this has issues of his own, i am so sure.. and I think he is not aware that he does it or maybe he does it knowingly..

I for one have been having a really tough time handling this nonsense...
and I was thinking that its time to get out..
Why was I hanging on for such a long time..

Well because the answer is not to run away everytime you face something difficult..
I have tried to endure with bad managers, standing up to them, fighting for justice and truth and assumptions for my people.. and the team...

This time round, I am tired and I dont have the will to fight anymore..
I need to get out of this space.. talking will not solve anything.
I am not responsible for this soul's illogical behaivor and I think I do respect myself a lot to NOT endure insults and humiliation in front of a team and when its obvious he does not know what he is talking about..

The organization is great but its the people... some people who leave a really bad aftertaste...

And the lesson maybe this time is to not judge... to not be in a space where my very existence is enslaved to some wrongful assumptions..

The very fact that I will NOT run has made me endure for sometime... and I believe that I know when things will not change and only worsen for me... if I stay in this space..

worsen my health, my positivity, my hope, my life...

Is it worth it to stay in such a space...
I so know its not...

I think I have done my duty to my people here, professional as well as spiritual..
I need to be out...  ASAP...

Guides, are you listening... ? I am practicing detachment, non judgemental attitude but I need OUT...
I am not angry just frustrated that I have to BE in this situation... and I am STUCK with no options.. and endure moment after moment of humiliation... I WILL NOT...

Angels, guides, do give me a sign that I have a better option than this..

If its still my karma to suffer, I will in silence..... I will go totally passive.  Yeah, i think thats a good strategy...